*listens to Sublime on the way to the beach*
I need to get the fuck out of here. I don’t know if I can take it for another 10 days.
it’s sad when you realize you aren’t as important to someone as you thought you were
The point is that I’ll wear as much or little makeup as I want and it’s none of anyone’s goddamn business and I look perfect either way
calling me ugly isn’t even an insult because i know already
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
I just want to lie in bed and not participate in life
It feels good to have an actual friend. I’m not usually one to put any effort into friends and I’ve never trusted anyone enough to let them close to me at all in a friend way. It’s cool to just hangout and talk about pointless shit and not worry about drama. I need to surround myself with good people and good people are hard to find so if I find a good person with a great heart, I’m definitely not going to take advantage of that.